Remembering a Younger Me

You ever have one of those moments where you think of yourself and your past. Past choices, decisions right or wrong, people who have moved in and out of your life. I have been having one of those times. So I sit here in the morning before going to a job I don't really like thinking of my past. I am not sure how to put into words the feelings I am having it is not nostalgia in anyway, I know that the past wasn't better. It isn't sadness or anything as simple as that, it is maybe more melancholy. Maybe it has been reconnecting with a few friends and seeing how things have changed or not changed with them. Not sure...